EquesSurge REALMS - Delving into the Endo and Exo of life


The Realms - Endo/Exo

© by Майкл Hapa

Reality within and without - Post-life and Pre-life
  1. Life before life after life

  2.   In this writing I will try to convey some of my experiences as best I can so that you can start to get an idea of what awaits us when we "die". I had to make up some terms to describe it as best I can and I refer to existing terms that I have heard of also. I am not an expert writer in any of the languages I know and have known so those who want to break down my accounts along the lines of poor composition or grammatical incorrectness, well, you can bear with me or not read this. My truths are only comprehensible to the degree to which each person is capable of understanding within your own personal context. I do not write to convince anyone of anything. I provide my experiences and you can take them or leave them in part, whole, or none. I do hope you benefit from my accounts and have some fun at the same time. If I bounce around a lot at times, well, that's unavoidable because so many topics overlap and so I just do my best to show you things I know and have experienced.
    I am not writing of my lives to sway your beliefs. Truth is true no matter what we believe. It does not change no matter how much we may praise it or despise it or avoid it or fail to recognize it. Truth does not shape itself to conform to our whims. It is not relative. It has many sides and angles and attributes which we can understand and apply to our lives but if you alter it you are just deceiving yourself because it cannot be altered.
    The body is a temporary vehicle for the real, etheric body. Of course the physical body is real too but only on the lower energy realm of physical existence. In the higher energy realm where the essential body and mind exists there is no "time" and "space" and "mass" and therefore no mortality.
    In the Endorealm there are also levels of energy and, as in the Exorealm, the lower the energy level, the greater the density. The Exorealm is actullay contained in the Endorealm, or rather, it is the lowest energy level of existence. On the atomic level there is actually no matter but rather, phases of energy waves which, when measured appear as particles. More on this as I go deeper into the different topics and accounts.
    The way time works in Endo, it is variable from one person to another. Same with distances. Desire is what makes times and distances change(differ).
    They say "You cannot prove God exists". I say "Prove to me he doesn't".
  3. UFO's in, UFO's out.

  4. Believe it or not, there are still a lot of bipeds who do not believe in UFO's. This is a bit surprising to me since learning that the technologies employed to travel vast distances in Exorealm is really accomplished in Endorealm. More precisely, these feats of travel occur on the cusp of Endo and Exo where they skim across the surface.
    One time I recall "flying" in one saucer ship manned by what Earth witnesses refer to as "Greys". Some have said that the Greys are not friendly aliens and are dangerous but you can see how the reputation of whole races can be harmed by a few bad ones. The Greys I rode with were very friendly and generous and had a cool sense of humor. They would find hilarious things in nature which most of us Hominids fail to notice.
    To travel "between worlds" as some call it requires being in a physical body and removal of all hair. A "flash burn" depilatory is relatively painless. Having hair on your body while in the "skim" causes electrical buildup and thousands of tiny shocks on the skin and is, I hear, very very uncomfortable throughout the trip.
  5. Pangaea, Atlantis and Original Dirt Worship

  6.   The first time I "exo'ed"(incarnated) Atlantis was already a bustling city. I grew up there and I had lots of fun as a child. I lived an unremarkable life as per the standards of the time but I never suffered from hunger and my parents took great care of me. I can't remember much detail during any of most of my incarnations due to the limitations of the human, mechanical brain. However, when I rebirth into my ethereal(endo, soul) body I recall every detail just by desiring to recall.
    Before being attached to a body for an Exolife our memories are suppressed, not erased though. One reason that that happens is because the physical brain is basically capable of understanding and processing information in somewhat of a linear method, but true, eternal memories are recorded as units which are examined as wholes and a brain is incapable of this so all that is left to be able to be understood are seemingly nonsensical remnants which are readily, easily, and correctly ignored; if not shielded from these "pre-memories", we would be flooded with such overloads that we would be babbling, confused idiots. This shield is known as the Veil of Maya.
    While in the ENDOREALM we who are not slated for an upcoming EXOLIFE incarnation or are not in the purging field(where people are held in atonement and apology and cleansing) are allowed full access to the Akashic Records. Curious about the Pangaea continental drifts I went to the Atlantis record a few times. As the land separated over hundreds of years many Atlanteans remained in what was to become South America(as were, by the way, many Egyptians).
    Atlantis, with all their advanced technology were unable, nor even needed to save the city. The sinking of the city was slow and nobody perished from it. I personally feel that it was yet another intervention of Mother Nature when humans become too decadent and their technologies are guiding humans towards states of magalomania and ignoring the proper direction of movement toward the true, Endo-life progression. We all incarnate to learn. We are not meant to, nor allowed to become Gods, but still, so many of us miss the point.
  7. The Enduring Realm

  9. Exo-life Control Demons and Psychopaths

  11. Communication is Psychic in the Endorealm with No "Lanuguages" Used

  13. The Measurements of Time and Space in Eternal Endo-Life

  15. The Technology Myth

  17. The Time for Fun

  19. Egyptian Masters from Space

  21. Evolution and Adaptation

  23. The Genetic Deception

  25. Breeding/Forming Slaves

  26.   I have been a slave in on several other planets as well as in multiple eras at multiple locations on Earth, in male and female form and various Races; Oriental, Negroid, Arab, Anglo, Caucasian, and others. All those times I never thought of my Race as being any factor. In almost all of those Exo's I was born into it so it was the life I knew and I generally just accepted it as my fate. I and my family always ate well and had decent sleeping accommodations. We had to work very hard sometimes but such is life.
    Slavery has always existed and will always exist because there are selfish people who find ways to take advantage of other people. Economic slavery is the most common form and the methods of control vary from epoch to epoch, culture to culture. All slavery is basically economic when you boil it down.
    I have starved to death in several Exolives. I cannot remember how many times since, with the natural limitations of my brain and the protective membrane of the Mayan Veil, many lives cannot be remembered. I have been killed in battles, as a bystander or while hiding as well as being soldiers in battles. I do not recall ever being a leader, but that IS possible too.
  27. The First Shall be Last

  29. The Guardian Angels

  31. The Value of Money

  33. Decadence: The Crowning Achievement of Civilization

  35. Miracles, Maladies and the Martians

  37. Journeys to Galaxies

  39. Charles, Me and the Stutz-Mack disaster

  40.   In Earth Year 1933 my friend Charlie and I(my name was Michelle in that EXO)were heading North on an unpaved main road on our way to Bozeman, Montana in Charlie's classic Stutz Bearcat. Our plan on this cross-country lark was to hit Bozeman, get drunk together again, spend the night in a hotel and then head any points eastward. Fate and a Mack Truck had other plans.
    It was nearing sundown. The rolling green hills were the most beautiful I had ever seen anywhere, striking such a beautiful chord in my soul that I felt God. Charlie let me drive his new car that day. I was a great driver and we both loved speed. It was funny. We looked like two bi-plane pilots and our aviator goggles kept getting splattered with grasshoppers and sundry flying and jumping insects. I swear I swallowed at least 3 bugs before I wised up and closed my mouth.
    The Mack came out of nowhere on a side road to my left. And here I had been a little worried this whole time about hitting a Moose. I never imagined the last thing I would see was a proud, metal Bulldog coming at my face.
    Believe it or not, it didn't hurt. Badly mangled bodies go into shock. It is nature's way of protecting our brains from the horror of trauma. My last thought was, "Oh Charlie, I am SO sorry."
    I died almost instantly and rose a short distance above my splattered body and, in slow motion the rest played out. As the driver made his exit from his cab, through the windshield and over the car, Charles was hurled into the truck grill on top of what was left of me. It took them a while to die and I knew they would soon join me so I thought to just hover and wait. When they started to rise and noticed ME, Charles knew what was going on and smiled at me. The trucker was stunned and just hung there, looking at the steamy, dusty wreckage. I could tell he was sad and confused. That is about all I can presently remember of our trip. I know that any time I am in the Ether Realm I can recall every detail of any thing I choose.
    In a later incarnation I was a boy and Charles was my older sister. She told me of a dream she had when we were in Montana and she was a young man and we were best friends on a road trip. Neither of us remembered the fatal accident though.
  41. Father God, Mother Nature

  43. Hell, Prayer, Salvation, Damnation, Karma

  45. And what of abortions?

  46.   Been going on throughout history. Used to be a clean stick. An herbal concoction. Later came some metal object. Evolved into a surgical science; a vacuum cleaner for the small fetuses, or a morning-after pill, or the scalpel for the bigger ones.

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